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Name: Shilpa
Country: United States
State: Florida
Birthday: 6/28/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: good music, dancing, my friends, learning to play the guitar, having fun, being happy=)
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  Bisous0628
Member Since:
5/12/2005
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| life is filled with so much beauty
i love love love love SUMMER | | |
| Spill Canvas - The Tide And there's three, count 'em three
Children playing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach
There's Veronica
She's biting her lip
As she watches the waves turn white at the tip
And there's Vada
Radiating with joy
And luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy
And lastly there's Dade
His hair dances in the wind
And he's wondering what love is
And why it has to end
And he can't understand
How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now
And there's three, count 'em three
Children growing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach
There's Veronica
She's licking her lips
As she waits for her real, first passionate kiss
And there's Vada
Can't admit her jealousy
Of her sister Veronica, and how she's so pretty (and how she's
so pretty)
Lastly there's Dade
Still sitting on the dock
Ponders his life, and he skips his rocks
And he wonders when his father will return
But he's not coming back
And he can't understand
How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard
(forget everything)
And there's three, count 'em three
Children missing from the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach
But the sad thing
Is that they never lived passed the age of fifteen
Due to neglect from their mother
Who was bed ridden by her ex-lover, their father
She didn't even notice, or pay much attention
As the tide came in and swept her three into the ocean
Now all her advice, it seems useless
No, heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you touch her and you feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love's completely real, so forget anything that you've heard
And live for the moment now
gooood song | | |
| my stomach really hurts: only one thing can make me feel better<3 | | |
| so i'm sitting here at work, a little bored--it's a pretty slow day. I guess i shoudlnt complain:) so i've just been looking outside the window for the last hour or so. It's pouring. I kind of like it when it rains. but i like it even better when it rains when i'm at home, so i can grab a blanket and watch a movie or sit by a lamp and read a book. When it rains, everything just feels so warm and cosy. I really miss the snow, now that i think of it. I used to love waking up to snow falling outside my window. it's beautiful, at night, when there's a full blanket of snow on the ground. The entire sky becomes almost pink--or a light purple because of the snow's reflection. When i was little, my sister and our neighbours used to sit underneath our deck in this beautiful field in our backyard and lay in the snow in our little snow outfits. we could just sit there for hours and talk. I really miss that. For some reason, even though it was really cold out, we didnt feel cold at all. it's true though, the day it snows, it's usually much warmer. My old house was so pretty:( We had it custom made. before we moved, my dad had just built the entire basement and furnished it. it was gorgeous. everything was white and french doors opened up to each room downstairs. I guess you appreciate things more when you can't have them. Florida's nice too...but in a completely different way. I kind of dont like the way everything is set up around here. it's like every neighbourhood is closed off to the next--each one either gated or secluded. Nothing runs into eachother. everything just seems so impersonal. all the houses look generally the same--stucco walls, square shaped, sometimes a pool in the yard. there's nothing unique about it. what really bothers me, for the most part, is how each neighborhood is designated by class. i hate that. I mean, seriously, some ppl pay thousands a month to live in a certain neighborhood. that's annoying i think. my parents think it's weird to intermingle with people of different neighborhood classes--like all the rich associate with the rich, and so on. where i came from, it was never like that. i miss it a lot. Lately i've been thinking about how much i'd love to travel. I definitely will be up for study abroad programs when i go to college. i dont think some people realize how much they are missing out on living here. My uncle lives in England, and when he came down to florida and canada, he always commplains about how nothing is "natural' here. beauty is all man-made here in a sense. it's true. when i was in france last yr, my eyes opened. I had the greatest experience living in a house in france for a month. things are so diffferent, so personal, and just so alive. There are so many beautiful places of the world that some of us never get to see. that's why i definitely want to take advantage of study abroad programs. i think i'm going to minor in french, despite what my parents think. I love the language. it's so complete and delicate. I'm going to love all the experiences coming my way. uf will give me a lot of opportunities, i'm sure. there's a program called, semester at sea, where a student travels the entire world in a semester while taking classes on the boat. how wonderful would that be. to be able to see the entire world, with a bunch of friends, and still manage to take classes. hmmm...i'm really ready for college. I know i'll miss my family--they all mean the world to me. but im only going to be a little bit away from home. plus my brother will be there, so that's good:) hopefully that will give us a chance to become closer. I know i'll miss my sister the most, even though she's the one person i fight with the most. but the best memories i've had, i've had with her. we can spend hours together, just doing nothing, and still having fun. i remember we went to islands of adventure a couple yrs ago, and we just sat there doing nothing for 3 hours. that was probably the best time i've had there. so everyone who's staying back, make sure you watch out for her. and if any boy comes near her...! lol i know she doesnt like it, that i'm so over protective. but she'd understand if she had a younger sister. lol she'll hide the most mundane things from me sometimes, just to avoid me giving her a lecture. for some reason, i still see her as so little. like she still isn't 16. i guess thats why im so overprotective. she's still the innocent one to me, and i just get so angry when i see her acting out of "age"--age being how i see her...not what she really is.
gosh, i have like 10 mosquito bites on my shoulder. i was in my pool still ike 930 last night. lol ever since saturday, i've been in there almost every chance i get. lol but i think i'll stay out of it tonight. Oh i saw the movie white noise last night. despite what people claim, i recommend it. "people" say the ending was horrible, but i think it's the only ending such a movie could have, so i really understand it. I wonder if EVP really is real. I researched a lot of it today, and i watched a documentary on it yesterday. I dont think i'd ever want to participate in that. But it's interesting to know it exists. gosh, it's still pouring. lol reminds me of all the hurricanes we're going to likely get this summer. hmmm...
have a great day everyone | | |
| so things have just been delightful lately i've been just having such a great time this summer--its scary to think that its already almost July...i love waking up and knowing i have no stresses in the world. hmmm well...i love how i feel about things now. I dont want to be scared about what the future holds for me...all i tell myself now is that whatever it is, God planned it out for me anyhow. If something bad were to happen, i'm beginning to believe that it would be just God's way of warning me. I know this sounds all confusing. but all in all, it's good. Next month, i just want to take off, and enjoy summer even more. Between the Y and practicing the guitar, it'll be wonderful. I went to plasterrific on friday night!! it was suchhhh fun. we got to paint this little pottery things. ohhh i just loved it=)
i hope everyone is having a good summer<3 | | |
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